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I have so much energy now, all i want to do is jump! hihi

It's good to be back. I've been busy with a lot of things lately. Which some of it not really that important like with movies, books, dresses and lots and lots of sleeping. Though i can say "they" do a body good. I've been an on and off insomniac for the last decade, and as i get older i can feel all those self inflicted abuse of mercilessly being awake all night watching spongebob. Good thing i don't smoke and drink, and as dorky as it sounds i've never been to a bar where kids nowadays "hang out", get drunk, party, have the time of their lives and as they say, having it to the fullest. My only vice is caffeine overdosing, even if i hit rock bottom ill just shiver to death cos there is no rehab or any sort of place for that, book addiction which i think am just a moderate reader cos i don't read on public places, hello! - i have a life and i do talk to people. But when am home alone i hit the books. Lastly, movies. For the last couple of weeks i've been on my ass just watching movies after movies. Some classic and mostly Oscar movies. I love Milk and Benjamin Button. Sean Penn is just the best and Brad Pitt super adorable. Am very excited for Slumdog Millionaire. I have not seen it, grrrrr. It's getting a lot of buzz ei? That's me. A movie fiend.











Jumping Samat.



A shout out to my dear husband. It was his birthday yesterday (01/31/09).
Happy 29th! You are still as dorky the day we first met, circa 93.







These jump shots are much harder than it looks. We're so lucky to have the place on our own, no people staring this time, sans the name "those stupid couple".





Mt. Samat , January 30, 2009

Brief encounter. Koffy baby you are so funny!

I have a splitting headache from the time i woke up. Over sleeping is bad! hihi. So this is just a quick post. Am thinking of delaying this until tomorrow but i can't wait because every time i tried to close my eyes these pictures are haunting me.

Koffy, is developing sexually, i think. But still he's a good boy and very well behaved, though we can't seem to put a solution to his discharge, yup, coming from his...ummm, you know where. So he is dripping all over the house and wiping after it is no easy task. We can't think of a better remedy than this.

The moment he put on his very first briefs, i went to tears, i can't breathe, laughing and crying at the same time almost got us killed.

The problem is, the brief that his dad passed on him doesn't give him enough support. But he's cute right?

He likes it so much! Red is his favorite color. Definitely. He sleeps on it and surprisingly he wears it till now. Hahaha. My dog walking around on his briefs. Imagine that. Oh this is just a temporary thing, we'll buy him a diaper or a 3 for 100 brief on bargains soon.

Have a great laugh everyone!

Deja vu

Is there something wrong with my memory that i keep forgetting what i did yesterday, so i ended up doing those same old things over and over again? The funny part is, i like it. The excitement never fades. It's like waking up in the morning and thinking, "oh God can i just copy paste everything from yesterday to today?" hihi. Yesterday was so fun i don't want change.

I have a system that works for me, and to some it may appear eerie and boring and dull. But it's me! I love simple stuff. My simple stuff. Dressing up. Coffee. Home. Koffy. Kai. Books. The Office. People like you. Dreams. Tomorrow we'll see. Am not asking for an out of body experience because i love the nourishing old smell of familiarity my life seem to retain. Contentment is where my heart is.

Have a great weekend everyone!

ps,

Question?: What does Koffy and Hitler have in common?
Answer: They're both UNI ball. hihi.

Yesterday we took Koffy to his vet for a castration. Yes, Ouch! But Koffy is one special dog. Cryptorchidism is a condition in which either one or both testes (testicles) fails to descend fully into the scrotum. In young puppies (under 6 months) the testicles can occasionally retract back into the groin, particularly if the pup is cold or excited. All along i thought Koffy's ball is just normal. We didn't suspect anything. Though his thing is a bit small and cute. hihi. Cos some are just grossss. So, we didn't go through with the operation because it will be just pointless and cruel for him cos one of his thingy is still hiding inside him somewhere in his stomach. Am not sure where. Gosh, my poor Koffy. The Doctor said it's hereditary. Hmmm i wonder where he got that? Wanna see? click here.

medical credit :Cryptorchidism from men's health

I'm tougher than you think

I remember the boy, but i don't remember the feeling anymore. Sounds familiar ei? I used to sing that song a lot when i was twelve. Yeah twelve. Trying my best to belt it while i was alone in the house, usually after a Mills and Boon pocket book, of course that was without the knowledge of my parents. You know, Janet Daily and is so hardcore for a twelve like me back then. I do understand the message of the song (and the content of the book) and wishing someday i might really sing it for some ill faith / tragic love affair i will have when i grow up. That is the plan! And to have the full grasp of being the jilted one. But sad to say i didn't have one.

Just a couple of days ago i remember this boy from a long long long time ago. First guy i think i ever liked. It wasn't a crazy like, nothing serious but a cute teenage thing, greater than crush but nothing like love because i know deeply that we're not gonna be together in the future, nor we have that many things in common. So i knew then, he's just a passing person in my life. We're okay i think.

Now, i just remember him as this boy, believe it or not I can't recall anymore "the feeling" actually. There is no particular emotion that was revived nor any feelings from the past that stirred my thoughts back to him. I do remember a face and a name from a fuzzy time but beyond that is a bad case of amnesia on my part. Anyway am not a believer of falling in love with the same person the second time around. It works for other people, and i love stories like that, but sadly for me it's not applicable.

Wow am tough. It just didn't occur to me that it's possible to forget all those feelings you once valued so dearly until recently.

And now for my own guilty pleasure (please) sing with me. hihi. While in doing so, let's all remember those boys and ...girls from a long time ago.....or not so, lets raise our bottle of beer or coke zero if you're on a diet, may they all remember us and may they not forget our faces till the day they die. May they scream our name from pain of not having us in their lives and long regret the day they've met us. hmmmmmmm what else? toast everyone. Am sorry, i kid, i kid, silly of me. Let's just sing the song shall we?

I Remember The Boy - Joey Albert