Christmas in paper bags and boxes

Let me start, by saying that i am not a Christmas person. It actually depresses me. Why?

Because:

• I don't know really. It's just saddening. I can't point a finger on the specifics, just that Christmas does this to me.
• Today, the weather is gloomy.
• Kai has got to work tonight and also the night of 25. Oh yeah, depressing right?
  
• Since i was 21, I've been spending Christmases alone somewhere out there on a mall, by myself, walking tirelessly with a Starbucks on my hand, and a couple of National Bookstore bags on the other. Friends welcome me to spend the night with them, but i am the ultimate drama queen, embracing the nauseating sight of couples walking hand and hand thus feeling the loneliness and the truth that i am alone. Promise. True story! Well the truth is, I was a fake masochistic sadist who's very much aware that nothing can ever put me down. For all i know i just want the drama of every thing. And right now it's a good story to tell.
  

Oh well, enough with the drama, cos i know you're not buying them. Tonight, it's a little different. Obviously i won't be out there on the street alone. I will be home, opening some Christmas bags and boxes upstairs and am very excited to try those dresses and shoes and bags as a compensation of Kai's absence. hihi. Not bad ei? Plus i will be surrounded with lots and lots of hot coffee to give me warmth and of course my koffy to keep me company.

That picture was taken before he went to work. And that pansit will be their noche buena in the office. Koffy is a pasta dog actually. He loves spaghetti and anything with tomato sauce.

This is Koffy's second Christmas. I just hope and pray that he'll live long enough to spend them with us and maybe next year together with his brother or sister. We'll see.

This guy is a real camera shy. He won't look at the camera, ever.

Anyway, Merry Christmas. May this day/night be a joyous one for everyone..or something like that, whatever. Have a great night!!!

ps,

is it true, that ABS CBN will have a pinoy version of Twilight called Takipsilim? If it's true then am really glad for not watching television for a year now. For the love of God why? The nerve.....