My big boy fell asleep in my arms like a baby after lunch today. I held him till my arms numbed. The millions of times he falls asleep on me seems so fleeting now, but I can’t imagine a day when my heart won’t long to have him in my arms. It's been a blink. Such a blur. A flash. Yllac just turned 4 last December. He is truly a joy in my life. He is also my hardest work. I pray for the next four years to pass a little more slowly, though i know the reality is that they will even go trice as fast.