They say, If you want to study yourself, look into the hearts of other people and see how they perceive you, which am very much avoiding cos it's scary to know what other people think of me. It's kind of surreal how people look at you, evaluate you, read you and sum up your whole character that's baffling even to believe those little things you say will be remembered and be part of your record. I love the dynamics of emails i receive everyday. Some of them are crazy. Really crazy. But i chose to side on those that really inspires me. Don't get me wrong, i love the balance of love and hate emails, they will definitely keep you real.
A couple of days ago I received an email from Melai. She's a young girl both in age and in blogging. But her posts were never short of wit and the thoughts she puts in every entry is definitely a brain candy. And i was just surprised when she made a post about me. Am beyond happy. The little girl in me cried. For whatever reason I just cried. It's really nice when some people see the good in you when you don't see any good in what you do. She's ( and others who kindly emails me) the kind of force that picks me up when am sliding and I start to question the relevance of my whole blog.