September 14, 2010

Ch ch ch ch ch ch Changes


This is long...I miss him. 

I really HATE it (before and now) when people say to me things are gonna change between you and Jayson once you get married. Blame it on Judith McNaught but i believe in fairy tales and happily ever after. With all my heart I prayed for that one perfect man for me. God listened to me and he gave me Jayson, whom I knew since high school. Then after two years of dating we  decided to get married. I may sound unreal but he hasn't changed a bit. 

For the past weeks now, am having this weird waking up hours, like three or four in the morning and am just so hungry. Am not sure what to call that marriage connection but once i wake up, minutes later he'll be awake too, then he'll automatically massage my back and my hips with his eyes still closed. And after a while he'll ask me, "gugutom ka?" (are you hungry?). Id nod and still half asleep he'll get me a sandwich or a fruit. He'll go back to sleep while am eating while his foot giving me a leg massage. 

He's always been that way. Always there for me. Even before we got pregnant, he almost always does everything for me, which sometimes I feel bad cos I can't do anything without him anymore. He knows everything I need even before i asked for it. And every day I thank God for him. He is my best. I don't know anything about marriage and how to make it last, but I guess the only secret to a marriage is to think of your husband as the most wonderful person in the world, and your wife the best woman in the world and NO ONE ELSE.  That happiness and love is real when you're together. And literally you cannot live without each other.  

Marriage is a good thing. It unites you and makes you official, but certainly did not change our relationship. It gave us even more freedom to grow, to make decisions, and to somehow understand together the complicated circumstances we encounter as we go on. I like the fact that we're already planning our trips twenty years from now. My husband is a dreamer. And Id like to listen to his fantasies and imaginations. It makes me continue to hope for all the things we want in life. 

Realistically speaking I know things are already changing. One for certain is his hair. But I think he's still suuuper cute. Since Koffy inherited his looks already, I wish our baby would look like him too. Why? Cos I wanted to be constantly reminded of how God is so good to me.

We're gonna be parents this December. And that is the kind of change I desperately want. Am grateful it's finally happening.


AVA T. said...

You both look really happy together and I'm glad to see couples despite the changes are still happy :) I hope when my boyfriend and I get married someday we still the same happiness as we have now with our little boy. :) Good luck with everything and can't wait to see your baby!

Smarla said...

This is one the sweetest posts I've ever read. It made me tear up a bit. Thank you for sharing this. Your marriage is beautiful. I'm sure your baby will be wonderful as well :)

Gayle is Volatile said...

Oh my gosh, Im so excited for you both! Reading your post, I felt so moved to affirm the same feelings whenever my boyfriend and I are together. He takes good care of me too :) Its cute, really! Best wishes on your little one who's coming out soon!

-Gayle from

cat creates said...

awww....:) the sweetest thing! i love the line "gugutom ka?" your husband is selfless and you appreciate him. you are both lucky to have each other. god bless your family :)

Melai said...

I'm touched by this :) I love hearing love stories like this. I'm excited for your upcoming baby as well.

I wish to be this happy when I get married and like you who once dreamed of the best man, I hope and pray that God would also listen to my prayers. I hope my bf now is the one.

Melai of Style and Soul

JARAH said...

The sweetest!
God is really good to good people.
And we're blessed and gifted having such loving, caring and perfect husbands. :)

I am inspired to write something for Jason too. Maybe soon.
Thanks for these entry dear.. :)


Lauren said...

What a lovely post. :) I'm definitely a marriage kind of girl (though I don't really want to have kids) and I'm happy everything is working out for you and your husband. :)

Kookie B. said...

i'm excited for baybeh to come out!!! i know you two will be wonderful parents!

P.S. Hubby looks good as "kalbo". :)

NBeteck said...

you are absolutely positively GLAMOROUS (oh, and so is your blog, lol) I true believe in fairtales and god bless you in everything you do. your life is like a dream =]

Karoline Kalvø said...

Wow, you look stunning. I'm in love with your blog and am now following you. Look forward to your posts.


em_malong said...

that's so sweet...
I feel so much inlove ^_^


Erin (penny. LA) said...

That photo is just TOO cute!

I married in June, and am sooo happy in my married life. I've been with my husband for almost five years. It is interesting to see the changes over time... looking back on old photos is always interesting... a bit sad, but it's also nice to see how far we've come. <3

Bea said...

I loved reading this. You are very blessed and I love how appreciative and aware you are of it.

You're so magical, Denise! A genuine person talaga

Bea from A plus B

Arge said...

Hi Denise,

It's been a while since I last visited your blog. So many changes since then!

I'd like to congratulate you and your husband for the latest addition to your family. I pray that you will not have a hard time giving birth and that your baby will be perfectly healthy.

This post (Ch ch ch ch ch ch Changes) is really inspiring. Thank you for sharing precious thoughts such as this to us.



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