It feels so surreal to think that in a couple of weeks now, it won't be just us anymore. Us, meaning just me and my husband. For so long it's only him i think and care about, - what he likes for breakfast, lunch, and dinner or just any snack. What sort of top that goes well with his shoe, or where he'd like to go, or just stay home and do nothing...those things we do for each other. For 5 years it's been just us. And now everything is about to change. Am glad and very excited that that chapter of our life is about to close, but am a little sad too, or maybe sad is not the right term. Missing maybe. Ill miss us. Sometimes 5 years feels so short and there are days it's a never-ending phase for us. It's time to put an end to it by having a baby. Our own baby - a little bit of me and my husband. That's a nice thought to put an end to all our questions.
Last weekend my best friends gave us a baby shower. It was so fun. I've never felt this much special and much loved for being bloated-ly carrying another human being. You know how bachelor/ bachelorette parties is a send off for a married life right? This baby shower signifies the end of an era for us. Not in a scary way though, maybe there's a little bit of chaos along the way but it sure feels like a lot of excitement, new beginnings and a lot of learning is about to unfold.
Last night I couldn't sleep at all. We were both awake till 4am. Am not sure if this is because am ready to pop anytime soon or my body refuses to sleep especially when my husband is home with me, or maybe because I wanted to seize every minute of us being together alone.
All i know is that there's a new chapter of our life (still blank at this moment) and we're gonna have a blast writing on those pages soon as new parents.
we're in the process of moving to a new home and am still pregnant so everything is going to be slow. Even Denise Katipunera will take the back-est seat for now. But soon as we're settled everything will go back to normal.
Enjoy your week everyone!