Pray For My Baby Koffy Will You?

This morning Koffy's paws had swollen as huge as my palm. It was a moment of panic for us because there's this little voice inside of me that keeps saying Koffy's not well for the last couple of days. We rushed him to see a new vet, because apparently the old one knows nothing about his condition but a simple canine psychological stress. I can't go with all the details right now because I am so angry and so frustrated and guilty and sad and hopeless and tired about how our day went. All I am asking from you is to please say prayers for my Koffy that he finished all his medications well and safe so he can live more healthy years. I love Koffy. It pains me so much knowing something's giving him pain and discomfort. I can't imagine life without him. With him I am never alone. I know he won't live as long as humans do, but it's just too soon and he's too young. He's a good sweet boy and I am not ready to say goodbye yet. Not today, not ever and I don't think Ill ever be. I wanna blame some people, i really do, but at the end of every day, I am his momma, all blame is on me.

My eyes are tired, my nose is swollen, my heart is heavy.

But I am hopeful that tomorrow will be better for our little family. I prayed for it, and with all my heart I believe tomorrow is going to be good.

.... to all my friends and twitter friends, thank you for all your prayers. I owe you so much. Thank you. God Bless.